This is just a rant

These are things I want to say to certain people, put on a T-Shirt, or display it in some other way, but cannot do so at this time. So I'm putting it here:

1. I'm reading three books at the same time. Because of this, I'm not doing as well at Sno-Isle because I'm letting my group do all the work. Why? Because I'm really stressed out over the other homework I have. It sounds like I'm making excuses because when I'm at Sno-Isle I don't act stressed. But I am as a whole. When I'm around people I don't act stressed, usually. So, of course, my group is annoyed because it looks like I'm slacking off. Which I am. And I realize that so many other students have so much more homework that I do so I shouldn't be complaining. I don't handle stress well.
   But I'll be fine. Just don't bring it up. I use people to forget.
2. You're a DIP Switch. Make it a T-Shirt. I know you don't get it. It wouldn't be funny if you did. But make it a T-shirt.
3. I'm bringing my companion cube to school again. :)
4. Ugh, I always feel so dumb around you. I know you aren't doing it on purpose, but it still frustrates me. I know you don't know who I'm addressing, but it's actually quite a long list of people I'd rather not discuss.
5. My last Spirit Week is next week. It's stupid, but I'm wearing a dress on Monday. The "fancy" day is the only day I'll always be happy to do, because I use any chance I get to wear nice clothes to school. I'm looking forward to my last serpentine as well.
6. There's so many quotes from the books I'm reading that I want to make T-Shirts. Is it weird I want to display this many phrases on T-shirts?
7. The real Frankenstein book is so sad! Read it! It's amazing, but incredibly sad! Frankenstein's monster is yellow, does not have bolts in his neck, and can speak. Rather poetic actually.
8. In my AP Lit class, we all switched seats to mess with the teacher while he was out of the room for a few minutes. It was awesome.
9. I'm glad Modern Fiction is my last class of the day. It makes me the happiest, and I almost forget the mass of homework I must do when I arrive home.
10. I miss the Arabic group. But I'm incredibly happy when I'm with those in my current Kingdom Hall. It's very confusing.
11. I don't think my friends know that I don't act the same way at home as I do at school. Do they really think that I crack jokes amongst my family, who have heard them all? No. I'm actually quite dull.
12. I act like who I'm around, but sometimes I feel like that's abnormal somehow, because I only see people act like "themselves" and then fake it around others. I don't feel like I'm lying when I'm around adults. I naturally act more mature around them. It's not like I have to bite my tongue in order to stop myself from making a sarcastic comment, I just don't do it. It never pops in my head.
13. Senior year is really stressful. 
14. But it'll probably only get worse from here.
15. Oh joy. 
16. Every time I rant, I end up sounding depressed and in need of attention. I don't know why. It's not intentional.
17. I'm glad no one reads this.